Credit: www.mutantspace.com
I remember when I knew it was you
I felt your conspicuous stare
Your obvious observations
You had heard of me through your lover
A man of ill repute
A believer in his own lies
Who couldn’t handle any truth
Your curiosity couldn’t stand itself
So I wonder
Were you
Satisfied?
Or more mystified?
Did you feel justified?
Unaware that I knew it was YOU
Your morning appearances an insinuation
Gathering information about my situation
I played it cool and remained myself
Empowered by your insecurity
Emboldened by my maturity
Embraced by my community
I’ve watched you watch me
And I know you’re not like me
I am graced by sensuality
Secure in my femininity
Aglow in my luminosity
I, too was once under his spell
My life becoming a slow burning hell
I look at you and see you’re not well
Nearly heartless
A vacuous void
Neither shapes nor curves to your body and soul
Invisibly thin
As deep as spit
(Well suited to him)
Artificially earnest
With manners that are staged
Tinged with feigned politeness
And a simmering rage
I cannot say I wish you good luck
You see he’s only interested in a nice little fuck
I celebrate a new life
Possessed of deep roots
A bearer of ripe fruit
A feast for another much sweeter brute
Wow, friend. Powerful stuff. I’m glad you wrote this. Sounds therapeutic and un-burdening.
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Thanks! I am glad that I wrote it too. I am sure that I have wanted a way to say what I needed to for a long time. 🙂